The other day I watched the video of Nik Wallenda walking
across the Grand Canyon on a tight rope.
I don’t like heights, really. I’m okay looking down from the
window of an airplane (though I haven’t even done that in quite a few years),
but apart from that…not so much. I’m not sure why I watched the Wallenda video.
Did I wonder if he had fallen to his death? Did I just enjoy the thrill of the danger
of the moment? No… I don’t think so. But
I have no explanation for watching it through to the point almost at the end where
he says, “Yeah, I’ll take it slow”, and then jogs the next few steps to safety.
Maybe it was my disbelief that he was actually doing this.
It bothered me. It bothered me that he was willing to risk
his life in this way. At least, I did not see any kind of safety plan in place,
and I believe the Wallendas are famous for not taking such precautions, aren’t they?
But to perform a tightrope walking act over a canyon so deep that death will
surely result from a fall…well, that seems sinful to me.
And it is, I think. I believe it falls under the sin of presumption,
though I have always thought of this as referring primarily to the salvation of
one’s soul. My “old” Catechism says
A person sins by presumption
when he trusts that he can be saved by his own efforts without God’s help, or
by God’s help without his own efforts.
…We must not tempt God by
exposing ourselves to sin and its occasions in the hope that God will protect
and save us; this is presuming on God’s mercy.
But is it not a sin to put oneself in a situation of grave
physical danger, too? The kind of danger that Wallenda exposed himself to was very
real – and it certainly exposed him to the sin of pride. After all, why does a
professional dare devil engage in such activities if not to further his name
and reputation? God only knows what kind of emotional or psychological or
spiritual “high” he gets from it. Whatever. The point is, he exposed himself to
more than a little danger – the kind of danger where 99.99% of people (at
least) would be expected to die.
I suppose it could be argued that he didn’t just trust his
own efforts, because he prayed. And he didn’t just trust God to keep him safe,
because he had trained himself in tightrope walking for many years. Still, even
Our Lord, who of course could have saved himself in any situation, chose not to
engage in physical danger needlessly. Matthew 4:5-7 tells us:
Then the devil took him to the
holy city, and made him stand on the parapet of the temple, and said to him,
"If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down. For it is written: 'He
will command his angels concerning you and 'with their hands they will support
you, lest you dash your foot against a stone.'"
Jesus answered him, “Again it
is written, ‘You shall not put the Lord, your God, to the test.’”
And that brings me to another point that bothered me about
the video of Nik Wallenda, and which highlights, in my eyes, the sinfulness of
his behavior. Throughout the video, one can hear people praying – I think we
hear Wallenda’s voice, but I’m not sure, and I think I heard more than one
voice praying. At any rate, they are praying for his safety, for his successful
completion of his walk across the abyss – a deep abyss subject to unpredictable
gusts of winds, on a narrow cable. We would assume that anyone other than a
professional daredevil would be attempting suicide by such a move.
He walks across a deep, deep canyon on a narrow cable, with
no safety net, no safety cables, no way of saving himself should he stumble and
fall. He does this of his own volition; no one is forcing him to do it.
And he implores God the whole time to protect him and keep
him safe.
If he fell to his death, what do you think God would say to
him? I can hear God’s voice now, saying, “What were you THINKING?!”
Many will say he did it for the glory of God, and we know
that because he was praying to God to protect him. And God did, so it all
turned out all right, and we see how great God is.
Do we? Or perhaps we realize that very, very few people in
the world could have – or even would have – performed that feat, and that Nik
Wallenda relied more on his own ability and experience than he did on God for
success in his “mission”. It matters not that he prayed for Our Lord’s
protection! That’s like a child saying, “Mom, I’m going to play on the freeway
now, but don't worry; Jesus will keep me safe!”
It doesn’t work that way. Nik Wallenda was testing God. I
don’t see any other way to describe it.
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