I like the first snowfall. I like the quietness. I like the
sparkling clear days with bright blue sky and the gleaming whiteness of the
snow-covered mountains against it. I even like the gray, dreary days; even the
shades of gray have their own peculiar beauty, and their own stark message.
I don’t mind the cold, at first. When the temperature drops
to 0 and below, though, I am not happy. For about three weeks here, the
temperature never got above 25. I grew weary of that extended coldness.
There are things I don’t like about winter, too, and they
come mostly in the second half. I suppose that’s because I’m tired of the cold,
tired of the ice and snow. I get even more tired of the melting ice and snow. Slush. Slush begets mud. And when you have
dogs, mud begets dirty footprints on the kitchen floor.
So when spring pokes its head around the corner, I get excited.
I love spring! It is new life, of course; it is Easter. It’s returning to the
land of milk and honey after wandering through the desert of winter.
Spring isn’t even close yet, of course. But the days are
getting longer, and the snow drifts are getting smaller, and the end of the
wintry desert is in sight.
Spring is lovely, but it eventually turns into summer. I don’t
like summer. It, like winter, is a desert – but in a different way. There is not much I like about summer! I do not
like hot weather; thanks be to God we don’t get too much of that here! I don’t like the dryness, either.
And when fall pokes its head around the corner, I get
excited. I love the fall! It’s not new life, of course; it is the death of
things. But it’s beautiful, too, especially in the beginning when the fall
colors shout one last hurrah for life, before life goes to sleep for a while. I
like the cool, crisp mornings and the comfortably warm afternoons. I like the
way the angle of the sun seems to create a whole different world of filtered
and nuanced light; it’s so different from that which existed only a month or so
earlier, when everything seemed to be in stark, direct sunlight.
So for me, there is the desert of winter and the desert of
summer. Spring and fall are the oases, the wellsprings, the refreshing moments.
Liturgical time is sort of like that for me, too. I like
Lent. Lent is supposed to be a desert, just like summer and winter, I suppose;
I like Lent very much – just as I like winter. I like its austerity and the
promise it holds of the new life coming at Easter. And I love Easter!
All the weeks following Pentecost are another desert for me.
I don’t suppose they are meant to be, but they fell that way to me. Perhaps it
is the association with summer! But when fall comes again, I start to
anticipate Advent – another liturgical season that is supposed to be a
mini-desert, but which I love. It’s a short one, of course, and Christmas comes
as the oasis in that desert.
Seasons come and seasons go – both meteorologically and liturgically.
I like the ebb and flow.
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